Time

Time is a funny thing. when you have alot of it you never know what to do with yourself but when you never have enough you just feel overwhelmed and when you are over whelmed something seems to slip by that you missed untill you figure out what the hell just happened... i dont know this summer has me all out of wack one minute im writng my book the next minute the co writer is trying to change everything we progressed on... i dont think he gets it that we have finished this section of the book and need to go on developing the rest of the story... he has no progress in the writing which seems to reflect his life a bit... always wanting to go back and make it perfect or change something that does not need fixing. i constantly remind him of character development but he wont listen... its a bit agitating actually i can never get him to see his mistakes or how he need to write without getting drunk or write something that makes sense to everyone and not just himself... i could go on all day about him but i wont since he will soon see the error of his ways and how much his writing needs work. but back to the time i have so much of now... i have actually strayed from the book to work on art and short stories which the co-writer sees as almost blastphomus (long story short we fought and he got pissy deleting stuff left and right tried to extort me then called back drunk crying his apology into the phone before telling him we are not to work on the book for 4 months) but he never listens and is occuping his time with it though he should focus on something else so he doesnt get stuck in a rut... anyways my art is lacking its creative fuel, i cant seem to draw like i used... i have no one to help inspire me and my photos are lacking and so is my attempts at song writing/ composing... its all a jumbled headache... im out of supplies now summer is half gone and school will be here soon with a jumble of fun... maybe i just need to find a girlfriend.. im miss the sensations of caring for someone... i dunno but whatever the thinkg is ill try to figure it out and be on here more as the story of my life unfolds as time keeps ticking away.